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agak ganas kali ini wtf.

2009-12-24T00:06:00.004+08:00

urghhhhh !$#%^&*(??*$#$%^$^@!!!#$^%%!@@##!!!!??:><:::?????
things like this makes me sooooooo bllloooodddyyyy angryyyyyyy. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFishhhhhhhhh. bapak x malu siaaaaalllllll. WHY MUST ALL OF THEM BE LIKE THAT?! obviously you knw the reason why dier datang kan?!!! buat bodoh lak, siaalll!!!!! OMGGGG I seriously can't stand these kind of ppl. sumpah i xkan caye lagi minah camtu. The ones that are nice are the ones you should be worried about. URRRGGGGHHHHH senang2 je kau nak claim kan?!! DUIT KAU KE HAAAA?!?!?!?!?! BABI PUNDEK PUKIMAK LAKNAT BETUULLLLL LAAAAAHHHHHHHHH OMGWTFBBQ. maybe it's bcoz of YOU, jadi camni!! >:( ahhh, skati tetek kau lah, I'll hunt for another. there's better options ANYY WAAYYY! pifff!

huuhh. I'm done. sorry for the vulgarity. I need it to calm myself down wtf.

i like that :3

2009-12-23T00:35:00.004+08:00

#1 uuuu.. flutter flutter. Haven't felt that for quite a while ;)
that feeling's the shit right there wtf. I'm being bella pffttt. sigh, I should learn to care abt MY thoughts, not theirs. If there were productive lessons, I'd take it.

#2 Pictures,.. soon. maybe.
I have too many things to do and it's making me lazyyyy T__T
buttt I'll post a few of them just so my blog's colourful again. pfftt. OH WAIT! My new blog will be launched soon! HAHA wtf. sooo... europe and prom pictures will be posted on that blog.
sneak peek;

europe:

prom:

my date ^^ teehee!

my other date! HAHA. he gave me a corsage :3

cya at faphodee ;)

stop #8: Singapore

2009-12-21T08:17:00.002+08:00

TRANSIT!
i'm using the internet at hard rock again ;D
If everything runs smoothly, I'll be arriving in KL at 11.10am.
see you guys at prom tonight! ^^

stop #7: London

2009-12-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

Arrived yesterday. I'm at the airport now. Transit to singapore and back to Malaysia!
GTG GTG GTG! cya!!

stop #6: Brussel

2009-12-20T18:17:00.003+08:00

Belgium! yesterday and the day before.
it's kindda.. dirty? me thinks so. I was there only for a while, to take the eurotrain to london. so I can't really judge.
I'll continue this post when I have more time! gtg~

Stop #5: Netherlands/Holland

2009-12-18T15:29:00.003+08:00

AMSTERDAM!!
porn city! HAHAHA. even in the hotel, they gave magazines with nudity in it ~_~
Not so much fun as switzerland, but WAAAYYY better than germany.
arrived here yesterday. We'll be going to the windmill village and cheese factory later. Leaving for brussel after that :)

til next time! ♥

stop #4: Germany

2009-12-18T15:24:00.003+08:00

2 days ago.
Didn't have time to make a post. Because we only spent a day and 1 night there :(
no shopping T___T most of our time was spent in the van =__= that bloody driver's fault! urghhh.. it's my family's holiday, not his. His job is to DRIVE. not to boss us around! gawd.
anyway, where I'm currently at now will be posted in the next post ;)

stop #3: Switzerland

2009-12-15T13:33:00.002+08:00

Guten Morgen!! HAHAH
it was an 8 hour drive from Paris to Switz. Including our stops, it probably sums up to like 12? somewhere around there. I see snow everywhere!! ~_~ this place is so.. peaceful and CLEAN! the air, the trees, the houses.. woah.. I can't imagine myself living here *__*
spent like the whole day in the car cause we reached her at night, around 7.20 pm. stopped at the indonesian restaurant for dinner, and reached the hotel around 9.
Going to the mountains today :D
gtg, bye!

stop #2: Paris

2009-12-13T14:04:00.005+08:00

Morning!!! ^^ it's 7am in the morning here.
landed in Paris yesterday at around 2pm Malaysia time. It was 6am here.
I sooo wanna upload some pictures here but I can't. The connection will become retarded wtf.

Places I went yesterday :

Arc de Triomphe
Eiffel Tower
Louvre
Notre Dame
River Cruise; saw a lot of other historical places lah, forgot their names. :P

Places I'm going later:

Disney Land

yeah, only that. HAHAHA. sigh, I wish my cousin is here. All my brothers are wimps when it comes to roller coasters T__T
anyway, gtg now. Au revoir! ♥

EDIT:
it was snowing for a while in the morning!! wheee~ XDDD we were so jakun haha
damn sad lahhh, I didn't get to go on a single roller coaster ride in disneyland -__- I'm gonna come here again in the future! >:\
we spent most of our time eating and buying things from the souvenir shops. All because we wanted some heat. It was so colddddd~
anyway, It has been great here. breakfast in this hotel's awesommme! their croissants are so soft *___* sadly, I didn't get to shop like how I always do in aus :(
aih, i gtg now. We're leaving for Switzerland. bye bye! ;) (8.30am, monday)

Stop #1: Singapore

2009-12-11T22:25:00.004+08:00

Currently at: Singapore Airport XDDD
dang the place here is soo big ♥ I'm only here and I'm already tempted to shop! urghh if only I was as rich as opera wtf hahaha

I'm using the free internet at hard rock. I only have 10 minutes left. I'm only allowed 15minutes to use this thing T__T
okeh, see ya soon! hope I'll have a chance to blog when I reach Paris ;D

excitedglerbabsss

2009-12-11T15:10:00.003+08:00

I'm sooo tempted to reply to that post. But I think I'll just let it go this time because there's so many things I can say to fire back and that will just waste my time. Laughing at it seems satisfying enough ;) If you're reading this, I wanna ask, did you realise you were contradicting yourself? ahhaha soo farneyyy lah you stupid slut!

back to MY life.

#1 I received the offer letter from SAIBT yesterday :DDD so,..
application form, checked!
offer letter, checked!
acceptance form, checked!
payment, checked!
what's left is my accommodation arrangements and visa.
Since I'll still be under 18 and my brother's under 20 when I start, I can't live with him :| I thought of staying at their hostel for 6 months, but apparently they don't have it in SAIBT wtfff. They have home stay instead. So we'll be negotiating something with our neighbour there to work things out :)

#2 I'm leaving in an hour ♥ ♥ ♥ !!!

#3 I'll try to blog there ;D

2 days in 1. blehhh

2009-12-10T01:04:00.006+08:00

Wednesday, 9/12:

yeah, I went out with her first in the morning. Cause miso only functions after 12 noon pfftt.

hahaha, my momma so cute here.

BB toilet have to pay rm1 ohh.. get ticket summore! HAHAHA. We spend quite some time in there, just so her RM2 won't be a waste. ~___~

Met up with korean bitch at 3. These are her shots:

These are mine! :

dedicated to Danang because I really look like a grandma here, fuckin ugly man HAHAHAHA. oh and it's dedicated to him not because I look like his grandma lah wtfffff! It's because he calls me nenek T____T

I open my mouth a lot -__- flies live in there, FML.

the pretty sungei wang shoes i dieded in x___x

miso with her soup. get it?? BAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. miso soup!! wtf

her chicken teriyaki something...

and lemon sorbet! damnnn cute, they really used lemon as the bowl haha.

my salmon teriyaki

the only thing she blanja me. like EVER. HAHAHAHAHHAHA

these 4 shots are smaller because bloody korean doesn't want it big. =.=

PURIKURAAAA!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

my fav :3

okehh, FINISH!! :D
yes, I realised I have so many camwhore shots posted lately. SO WHAT?! MY BLOG OKAY! AAAHAHAHAHAHA i'm enjoying my new cameraaaaaa ♥

Thursday night, 10/12:

I'm leaving for paris tomorrow night, sooo.. most likely, I won't be updating til I come back for prom. Europe tour babeyhh! uuu.. can't wait, can't wait ~__~
Sadly, I won't be seeing my BKF til June, because she balik kampung(korea lah -.-) before I come back, and before SHE comes back, I'll be leaving for Adelaide. wuwuwu, no proper goodbye. She ditched me! FUCKIN BOOBLESS BITCH!!!!! HOW DARE YOU?!?!!
I will never ever ever forgive you for this! Grrr >:\

oh and in case it isn't obvious enough, BKF stands for best korean friend :3 but since she ditched me today, she's the BKB. BEST.KOREAN.BITCH!

i've reached the end point

2009-12-08T23:52:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah, it's finally over X) haha.
I shall enjoy my 2 months plus of freedom regardless of how bad I did for spm. Some were okay, but most of them were bad because I give up at the very last minute after cramming so much into my brain in one night. I end up being super care-free when it was time to answer the questions. Oh well, the result will only matter to me when it's time to apply for a job. THAT is in the verryyy verryyy distanced future, so I shall only worry then ;)

currently: drowning my face in skin food wtf while watching so you think you can dance :D
about to: leave this post hanging for a few hours cause I need hours to upload pictures and edit their quality. I have no photography skills so the pictures I snap aren't naturally pretty T__T

back!
zomg one republic's live performance sucksssssss! can cryyy okayyyyy... omfg..
anyway... they're ready :DDDD
I'm gonna flood this post with pictures bahaha wtf.

sambungan post lepas pffttt:

Last saturday (MV+gardens with fam) :

This morning, at school (:

met up with madihah and hanisah after chem paper at pav for new moon :DDD yes, I watched it again hehe. Jacob just gets more awesomeee ~_~
walked to sungei wang for purikura! ^^ :

Phewwhhh, i'm done :D
the next post will be abt misoshit and aiza day XD so there wil be much more pictures. BAAHAA!
til then ;)

a little too late

2009-12-03T09:52:00.007+08:00

dammit I was suppose to do this post last night x__X
I'll blame miso for this. That immigrant's always here. AHAHAHA jay kay!! :P
yesterday was yen's birthday. We celebrated at Pav. New Moon and TGIF.

fuck, THIS is love. T-T

I kept squealing over Taylor Lautner's perfections through out the WHOLE movie.
Taylor Swift is the luckiest bitch on earth T____T

TGI, their salad is the bomb.

he's suppose to get the TGI special birthday song sung to him.

But my mom wanted to rush home =.= PARTY POOPER!!!

I have loads more pictures to share :3 because i is use my new KAMERA XDDD But I have to study pffttt. So I'll continue some other day ;D
Happy Belated birthday yen :) you're FINALLY 15. haha.

EDIT:
i just remebered something yen said last night, otw home.
geena was showing him her art. It's a drawing of a famous artist's drawing.

Then he said.. "what, you wanna be leonardo dicaprio ar??"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA WTFFFFF you dumb shit, it's leonardo DA VINCI!!!!!! AHAHAHA so funny can cryyyy T___T

just 3 more days

2009-12-01T14:03:00.003+08:00

the picture says it all. Paper 2 was a bitch. A BITCH I TELL YOUUUUU T_____T

the less stressed one. AHAHAHAHA

yen's and sachie's dad's birthday is tomorrow :D
i wanna, i wanna, i wanna watch jaaacobb~~~ <3

2009-11-30T21:40:00.003+08:00

"I know what I'm doing is right, I should not care what others think of me."
sekarang kau tengah terseksa. Kalau ape kau buat tu memang betul, bahagia lah anda :)
sape suruh tak dengar cakap? I only have two words for you. PADAN MUKA. blehhh :P
now it's your turn, how does it feel like? oh, do tell ;)
len kali, sblm kau buat bende x senonoh just so kau bahagia, hang pikir dulu panjang2. The happiness that you think is worth all that crap you did, trust me, IT WILL NOT LAST. Put yourself in the other person's shoes. I bet kalau aku buat bende yang same kat kau, confem kau citer kat satu dunia kan? If you actually think he'll always be there for you, dream on. Binatang camtu akan sentiasa mencari yang baru. hang dah lah tak lawa, lagi cepat lah dier gi shopping. This is not only MY point of view okay? Ini gabungan sume haters kau.
You should be getting more than just this, but setakat ni pon i can smile from ear to ear :)

As for the other, mase kau belum lagi. Akanku nantikan ;) wtf BAHAHHAHAHA

oh so nice to type like that. I feel soo patriotic WTF LOL.
these kind of posts are not meant to be understood by anyone. Just for MY reading pleasure pffttt :P anyway, wish me luck for accounts tomorrow ;)
toodles!

2009-11-29T14:06:00.006+08:00

#1 I don't know what your true intentions are, but if it is what I think it is, then I thank you :)

We'll always be in between. That's what makes us last.

I hope for more of that in the future from the people around me.

It's so carefree, yet I still get that special warm feeling ;)

#2 It'll be over soon. And alas, I'll be free.

credits to: tyt2000, DA

#3 I'm snacking on pringles like nobody's business T-T

#4 'Diet starts tomorrow' everyday wtf FML

taking a kitkat

2009-11-20T11:02:00.004+08:00

So I've been told. I don't like that image. I used to, but not anymore. because it makes me feel somewhat childish and stupid. Thus I shall not rant about it anymore. I've sinned just to let it out. What I get is just that short moment of relief and a boost of self-esteem. But it's too short to be considered a good outcome. Rationally, I shouldn't be wasting my time waiting for it to happen because i know it will. Being to eager to watch, insult, and laugh about it is probably the reason nothing has happen. Just being the right one doesn't make me a nice person. Better than them, of course pfft.. but not better than the person I was. I regret pushing away all the things I once believed in. It was a big mistake. As much as I want to say I wouldn't repeat the same sins, I can't. Because you tend to do the things you least expect. So never say never.

fml

2009-11-11T19:33:00.007+08:00

#1 My time in that place will be ending really soon, but it feels as if time's moving slower each day. Odd, I know. Put yourself in my shoes then maybe you'll understand.
Understand how disgusting it is to face that thing. Trying to avoid it has limited my walking to certain areas only. I used to take the long route just so I could have a nice peaceful morning walk. But the disgust I get when it passes by or having to see even a glimpse of it's figure is unbearable. Thus I stopped.

I used to feel so much anger towards it. But now,.. gosh. I see it as one huge ass joke.
Disgusted to see how flirtatious and desperate you are being, just.for.LUST. eiww.
and not to mention shameless. tsk tsk. I wonder if you've looked in a mirror lately. If you're gonna go casanova all over again, you could atleast brush up on your image. =.= what an embarrassment. I'd die laughing if you think you're still hot.
Sometimes, I feel pity. Your actions are reeeallyyy STUPID. SOO stupid that I think your mind's a bit retarded.
Cakap dah bertaubat. pale tetek kau lah bertaubat. Kalau dah bertaubat tu, patut dah insaf. If you're repeating the same sins, berganda lah dosa tu, bahlol. AHAHA that world reminds me of P.Ramlee movies wtf.

Thank you for making yourself look like a piece of shit. You don't know how good it makes me feel ;)

MOVING ON...

#2 When it comes to exam and studying, time flies SOOO fast. WTF. next week man. T_T and look what I'm doing. pffttt.

#3 I skipped school WAAAYY too much already :P but if you were to compare with the others, I think I'm not that bad ahhaa. From 3 out of 5 days, became 2. Now it's only 1 out of 5. TEEHEE!

#4 I'm going to the IDP office this friday to send in my application. I have to settle my Visa tomorrow. JUST LIKE IN THE MOVIES :DDDDD wtf I'm so excited to go to Adelaide. but I don't wanna leave so soon either :( I have so many plans after SPM. the time I have is too short to accomplish all T__T

#5 SAYA TAKUT SPM! sejarah and agama is what I fear most :'( chemistry is my suckiest subject but I'm not worried about it as much as those 2, IDK WHYYY. maybe I know so little, so I don't know what I don't know wtfff. That's what my tutor said. If you're prepared, you worry more. HAHAHA I don't think it applies to me!

TTFN!!

I guess i've forgotten.

2009-11-04T20:27:00.004+08:00

oiyh be damn. It was only my first post on that site and I feel addicted to it already. Chictopia is my new love! Dammit I can imagine my blog being abandoned one day because of it. NOOO... :'( no, I won't let it happen. Faphodee and chictopia shall be my everyday thing haha wtf i get excited over the silliest of things.

The sleepover was awwesome shit. Didn't think the 4 of us could bond that well. The whole night passed by so fast. tsk tsk the power of gossips and confessions. haha. I can't imagine how we'll spend our months of freedom.

so soon. so so soon.

retards forever wtff

upcoming backdated posts wtf:

Genting

Halloween

I have no time T_T
Guilt follows me every second now. FML.

fire drill

2009-10-24T10:32:00.006+08:00

They had it in my apartment just now.
SO COOL BD They said it's their first time having a fire drill practice at an apartment. heh.
there's about 300 ppl living here in upper east but I think less than 100 participated.
I SEE MARCUS NO WHERE HAHAHA. where were you ar? I think I saw your parents though..
So funny how some just started introducing themselves to each other =.=
semangat kejiranan entah kemana. pfftt :P

Can't wait to flee to Adelaide,
Can't wait to see what lies ahead..

EDIT(10.22PM):
Realised this is my 200th post vowww :DDD
I'm in Awana now with my family. Special place for a special post wtf
Yen has a tennis tournament, which in fact is actually a tennis CAMP AAHAAHAA he only knew after the match LUL.
Anyway, we'll be here til Monday. Heh heh heh Sorry khaw :PPP I brought some books lah okay =.= ... whether the studying actually happens or not is a different story ;P

used an online ala photoshop. Not bad huh? ;D

til next time ;] good night!

new stories, new perceptions.

2009-10-21T20:33:00.003+08:00

It's a WHOLE CLASS of bitchasses man. Definitely family. pffttt.
backstabbing and manipulating each other, tsk tsk tsk, how nice :)
what is this school turning into? =.= Even 12 year old girls are mad ass bitches.
I'm glad I'm leaving this pit hole soon. I don't know whether my next destination will recommend a better environment, but at least it's a change.

picture update

2009-10-20T12:08:00.006+08:00

I realised I'm lacking pictures in my posts.
Well, here are some recent ones ;D

Mid Valley

some movie poster in Pav

Drawing by my artsy fartsy classmates -__-

San Francisco Coffee. Sachie with her current addiction

Park's Garden. Yummmm *__*

5sc3's master piece ;DDD

Sampai di sini..

wtf

I wanna swim in jello!

2009-10-19T20:40:00.004+08:00

SAYA NAK RED BOX!!! T___T

pls mummy 8'(

Watched that just now. It was okay :) Bold's still my fav animation movie :D

Had pepper lunch for dinner.
uhhuh. well, we have nasi lemak for breakfast what! Breakfast is suppose to be healthy, but the name alone has already opposed to that statement =.= YOU PEOPLE ARE SICK! especially SACHIE!!! and MISO! BAAHAAHAA

urghhh i hate it when i feel full. The fats on my toufu arms are jiggling happily with new friends wtf. Same goes to my hippo hips and thighs. I like the feeling of hunger. I feel.. lighter o_O and thinner HAHAHAAHA IMMA FREAK WHEEEEE~~
every time I eat rice, it feels as if I'm drinking oil man wtf my brain's messed up. Rice is GOOD laahhh omg T___T

dreams~

2009-10-16T10:21:00.002+08:00

I still wonder how dreams work. It's like a whole different world~
What I dreamt last night,.. ~_~ woah i felt like a goddess wtfff heeeee~ flutter flutter flutter!
most of the time I wish it would come true.
well, if it did, I wonder how my life would turn out to be. hmm.

Trial results were surprisingly satisfying :) I didn't think I could score that much since I find the papers very shitty x_x. despite the uncountable amount of careless mistakes I've made, the total score isn't as bad as I thought it would be.

I haven't got my agama and chemistry marks yet though. Agama, I'm REALLY REALLY hoping for an A T___T but chem.. no chance HAHAHA. I did really bad cause I didn't read most of the questions properly. I'm sorry mr.khoo :'(

4 more weeks. I'm kindda looking forward to it actually wtfff.
I want it to be OVER LAH. T___T

SANDARA PARK!!!

2009-10-11T08:57:00.005+08:00

i just found out she speaks Tagalog. and I LOVE HER FOR THAT!!! she acted in a Filipino movie that I watched years ago. I totally didn't recognize her :( but OMG LAH. she's Dara now hahaha. from Philippine entertainment to Korean entertainment. daymm. She's officially my fav 2Ne1 member! TEEHEE XD

SPM's getting closer but instead of having that uneasy feeling, I feel... freedom! o_O I've been youtube-ing since trials ended and I don't feel guilty wtf T____T

2PM, 2AM, shinee, brown eyed girls, tiara, kara, 4 minute omg so manyyyyy...
I'm gonna have an 'after-SPM' to-do list! :DDD

..and then life changes.

2009-10-08T16:16:00.005+08:00

5 weeks to doomsday x__X

why I love my friends?

BECAUSE SO SEXYYY LIKE THAT BAAAHAHAHAHA

why i hate hanim?
because it's her birthday today wtf.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOOTYLICIOUS BITCH AHAHAH!!

retarded for eternity -__-

HA HA.

2009-10-07T05:55:00.007+08:00

chem is over :DDD paper 2 and 3 was shitty la but I'm glad it's over ^^ I hate it when I do careless mistakes. And I did a LOT for paper 2. Maths and bm paper 2 was WTFBBQ. Accounts paper 1,.. aiyaa T___T i knew I'd regret using the free time gossiping! and agama.. OMG lahhh.. i really rather exercise. seriously.

Others was okay lah i guess. Let's just hope for the best. If it doesn't turn out good, I'll be pointing fingers to both of you cows! RAWR. wtf.

I'm saying all this as if trials is already over. pfftt. I still have art. I hope the paper quality won't piss me off this time. Why the government so stingy one? -__- 160 gsm is just too thin lah wei omg. Anyway, I did badly for mid year. for BOTH papers. GAH spm's a life sucker. I can't imagine jobs. The load of work you have to constantly do just to keep your job. NOT STRESS MEH?! Once I turn 18, I wanna stay that age forever~ people say i look like a kid :3 at least form 3. WTF AHAHAHA IT'S TRUE LAAA T__T they always think my form 3 brother is older than me -_- Even my elder brother insults my 'kid-looking' face. He LAUGHS like shit WTF. one time, this stupid lady ask "darjah brape?" wth I find THAT insulting. Don't vomit please, this is all facts HA HAH :P Anyway, since I'm supposedly only 15 (;P), I have 2 extra years :DDD 18 AGAIN wtf. I want zac efron please, kthxbai X3

Sachie and Miso are snoring away. We were suppose to do this korean drama marathon but I didn't even make it through the first episode. Not even half =.= I sleep so early T__T
But I obviously wake up early too. Blogging at 6 in the morning wtf.

the last straw

2009-10-05T17:20:00.007+08:00

I've had it. There's a limit to patience.
Just watch you bitchass hairy backs.

desperate perverted low class bastards.

musuh dalam selimut. piff.

2009-10-02T20:59:00.004+08:00

i think i'm falling sick again :'(

the surface may seem hard, but it's cracking silently. Too naive to think that it has the strength when it obviously doesn't. But to be able to do even that, I applaud.

ayes, confusion is what I am in. HEH.
why are humans so complex and twisted? What world are we living in when friends can be defined as backstabbers? To have the heart to actually do things like that, I'm still in shock. At such a young age, you shamelessly let yourself be labeled as a slut. What you will become in the future, I can only imagine. What bugs me the most is the fact that you're such a coward. If you're daring enough to lose your pride to ehem, "help a friend" by slavering yourself with your oh so 'sexy' physic, why are you still hiding? If that's how you want to present yourself, then just face it alright? Because as far as I'm concern, everyone knows. And it's not coming from me, that I can swear.
As much as I want to push you off a cliff and skin you alive, it will never happen. Because you're not worth the sins. But i'm glad to know that you'll burn in hell. that alone has made me happy :)

and as for the one who's constantly gaining and flirting, yes, it's natural to change. But whether it's for the better or worse is what you should be concerned about. Because apparently to you, changing into an asshole that lies and cheats and fucks ugly bitches is 'okay' and 'normal'. So please, fix the loose wire in your brain before someone gets a heart attack.

ahh and youuu, haha so funny lah. I can never understand and never will TRY to understand anymore. I don't even know why I bother to fix things between us. Sekejap camni, sekejap camtu. I don't get your priority. HIM over us?? I know I don't really have the right to be angry, but our friendship has more meaning compared to yours with him even though it involved silent wars. so ofcoz it has affected my feelings a certain way. Why can't you just lose the ego and be the nice person that you really are? living your life referring to other people's experience alone will get you no where.

haih. As if the stress from the trials is not enough. Speaking of which, it was very disappointing T_T 6As how?!

whatever lah~

the beginning. wtf -.-

2009-09-29T02:35:00.005+08:00

BM. T__T worst paper 2 EVER. ONLY my pemahaman and rumusan are okay wtf. I even skipped the whole of freakin hang jebat and hang tuah. AYERRR why teachers like to cheat us like this one?!say different thing, other things come out. I'M SOOO FREAKIN PISSED I'M GONNA HAVE A BF WTFFF I MISS WHITE CHICKS WAAAAHAAAHAA~~

kepenatan+kemalasan+kesuntukan masa = no A.
FUCK THAT ARRRRGGGHHHHH WHHYYYYYYYYYY BM SO HARD LA WEYHHHHH.
rasaksa la raksasa la wtf got ultraman shit one aih.

I hope sejarah won't kill me today x_x
next week will be hell. agama, maths, chem clumped together haih. I have a day off for ART =.= wth mannnn. well atleast I dont have to suffer bio, physics, and add maths TEEHEE.

blogging keeps me awake okay? geez. AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAMISOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHASUCKSHAHAHA
HHAHAHAHAHALIKEHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHASHITHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
i've lost my sanity T_____T

WHAT LAH

2009-09-25T06:28:00.016+08:00

blooooddyyyy hellllll.

I was so excited to join the slurpilicious contest. I even imagined all sorts of poses wtf. Then I saw 'PERMANIS' in the rules and regulation (oh yes i do read it tqverymuchhh) I CAN'T JOIN because of my DAD! >:( he's the md for that company. They'll be the freakin judge and all T___T
WHYYYY of ALL the companies in the world, you just HAD to associate with the one my DAD is under?!?!?!
HAIH what luck I have. :'(

moving on..... (T_T)
1. Why am I up so early? Sahur :) yes, I puasa again. And smayang subuh la weyh :P

2. I want a lot of things. Expensive things :( I have money la but I don't wanna use it hehe. I'll be broke! First rule of money, DON'T USE YOUR OWN :P HAHA. One thing off the list is Polaroid :D I bought it just 2 days ago. It is a reward from my mom for accompanying her to Kinabalu. Not just the place lah, the MOUNTAIN! I hate sports and I do it to teman her. up til the peak summore okay. I'm so nice right omg. WTF HAHA. Otw down the mountain, I kept tripping and my ankle hurt. It happened too many times til it irritated me. It made me kept cursing x___x My mom then offered me 500 ringgit. But I told her to just get me a polaroid. It's half the price :3 but I'm gonna order 100 films from ebay soon and that pretty much cost the same as the camera itself wtf. so it sums up to 500 heeheee.
The rest of my wishlist are:

because it's impossible to get a sidekick. And blackberry's better :)

Colour Splash :D

Holga.
No, it's not a toy =.=

Diana F+ Deluxe Kit.
Well, I don't really want it now. Because I heard the film is too costly and not worth the price :\
but I LOVE the effects X) Someday, I WILL own one ;)

I know how bloody common this is but the fact that I don't have one bugs me. A LOT.
and I really like the simplicity wtf. sue me -__-
I don't want petaling street one! I want the original. Which cost like !@#$%^&* haha
SPM reward :DDD HAHAHA in my dreams lah with the way I'm 'studying'.

The things i REALLY want but CAN'T have:

I see this NO.WHERE. T_T

SOLD OUT. even in the website!!! WTH.

it's so hard to find a bag like this :( The velcro opening for the flap, drawstrings for opening of the bag, and two exterior zipper pocket on the front.
i saw it on display in The Gardens. But my mom insisted buying it from KLCC. We went to KLCC a few days later and there's not even one backpack =.=
Went to gardens 2 days ago and it's SOLD OUT WTFFFF.

The sidekick I mentioned earlier. I LOVE the swivel screen. Unfortunately, it's only available in the US. and can ONLY be used in the US. wtf. So even if I purchase it online (which I still can't cause it doesn't ship here wtf), I can't use it :(

I have a desire to bling it up like this:
soo pretty~ T__T
I hope I can do that to the blackberry :DDD

Well, so far that's about it. This list will never end.
BIRTHDAY PRESENT LAH OKAY? AHAHA :P

3. I suddenly blog so much. When trials can be countdown by hours T___T
4. I have to go now wtf.

TTFN ;)

randommm

2009-09-24T20:37:00.007+08:00

HELLO :D My brilliant plan to lose my fats has failed yet again. Kentucky fried chicken (I ate ONE piece OKAY! wtf like THAT makes any difference -_-) and Mcd's Spicy chicken Mcdeluxe WTF. I was craving for them ~_~ I regret now T_T cause the taste wasn't as good as I imagined it to be :( wtf like I've never eaten kfc before like that HAHAHA. but STILL! I expected it to taste A LOT nicer. OH WELL. no use crying over spilled fats. pffttt.

otw back home, My mom and I went to Watsons to get like 2 items. But we went out with TWO big bags of stuff . HAHA. mostly filled with my crap :P
such as:

AWWWW :3

i LOVE it when they turn cartoon characters into their baby form! it SCREAMS cuteness~!!
oh and did I ever mention I have a thing over sesame street? haha. You know how some people favour a certain character, for example, hello kitty, mickey mouse, winnie the pooh, and so on.
well, mine's sesame street! TEEHEE :D

oh and I only bought that for the box wtf HEEEHEEE~ that's how my dad's money is wasted '-__- guilty.is.charged. :P
nvm, when you grow old, I'll let YOU waste MY money :DDD

My favourites are elmo and cookie monster ^^
these are..

tissues o_O damn. 4 x 5 weyh HAHA.

I don't really have any sesame street things but it has always attracted my eyes a certain way wtf. Well, people who know me well enough can see that I had an addiction over panda things. Only because I'm damn sweet wtff. It represents my bf. But now that he's an ex, I have to stop :\ I'm not gonna throw away the ones I already have though. I'm keeping it for memories :) and ofcoz if I do throw it away, can you imagine how much money has gone to waste? =_=

in conclusion, sesame street will be my new target!! :DDD It won't be easy to find though. Since I'm living in Malaysia and it's not exactly famous here -__- BUT the hunting makes it somewhat more exciting ^^

hmm, this is a totally random post~
I've wasted precious time here. Back to where I'm suppose to be at:

this picture is a little too dark :(
study table! so japanese-ish haha. oh and the pictures at the corner are my POLAROID shots.
teehee yess i finally own a polaroid :')
thanks to vivien who was so nice to layan all my noobish questions haha.

good night everyone :)

RAYA RAYA RAYA <3

2009-09-24T10:21:00.006+08:00

despite the fact that I'll be facing trials this coming monday (-__-), this year's raya has a different feel.. and I liked it :)
did you realise that it was on a very special date?

20092009

20th september 2009. CUN GLERRR. DAYM. haha

Anyway, during the ending week of Ramadan, I could feel that I've lost some weight. But now.. T__T all those ketupat, peanut sauce, rendang, lemang, cakes, cookies, peanuts, noodles omg... I go from ONE meal a day to like FOUR-FIVE meals a day WTF. luckily my raya only lasted for about 4 days. Even though I spent almost the whole day of yesterday in Mid Valley & The Gardens, I still ate like fuckkkkkk. san francisco steakhouse salad, a little bit from everyone's meal, popcorn, candies, crackers, and my favourite meal from chilli's; CRISPY HONEY-CHIPOTLE CHICKEN CRISPERS.
finger-licking gooood~ I never fail to order the same thing everytime I go there :DDD well, except once. Only because I thought of trying something else. But I regret not ordering the chicken because NOTHING beats that. oooolaalaa~

okay enough of that. I'm fasting today! :D because I left out a few days. (no, not a few T_T)
hopefully I'll lose the weight I gained x_x I'm already craving for KFC, so I dunno how my plan will work pffftttt -.-

I have to get going now. I'm not prepared for sejarah at all T_T
I'll end this post with raya pictures :)

Wanna know why the 4 idiots at the back are so giggly???
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because Icam did that in the previous picture. =.=

KAMPUNG ^^

the six of us :)

well, that's all I have for now. Malas to post more TEEHEE.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all who celebrate ;) and maaf zahir dan batin :3

oh so happy~

2009-09-17T07:52:00.002+08:00

god dammit revenge is sooooo sweeeeeet~ XD
ever since that day, I've never felt THIS happy. HAHAHHA

thank you mom, thank you sachie, thank you miso, thank you kim, thank you abang, thank you yen, thank you kar keat, thank you jian rick, thank you ben, thank you qist, no thank you jun and nik, thank you arran :)

you guys are awesome! ^^
oh and since i'm blogging now, I wanna wish Kim happy birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TALL SKINNY THING YOU!!

I always like what she wears :3 so stylo heee. you're blessed with a nice body and height. And now you're seventeen!! wtfffff. hahaha. enjoy your birthday ^^ i'm sure sachie, sue yii, sam, and your favourite choi :p did something so awesome for you ;)

to those who wants to know, have to care.
to those who seek gossips, have to leave.

boomerang

2009-09-14T20:57:00.005+08:00

so funny how they only read the things that they should not bother about.
it's what i feel, what i see, what i'm going through.
when i blog, i only imagine myself reading it. not anyone else.
the reason it's not private is because of the hard work i put into designing my page. and the pictures i post. it's something i wanna show.
other than that, there's nothing that i wanna publicly clarify.

if you were to start judging me, think it through first. Everyone has their say. It's not like I mentioned any names, or bitch about them to EVERYONE. that's something some people would do. But all i did was rant in my own blog. Even if my words point to the obvious reasons, it's not what I intend to do. It may be harsh, it may be exaggerated, it may be offensive, but it's just what I feel. Not for the purpose of creating vast rumours. When i'm angry or depressed, blogging makes me feel better. I'm out of tears, and I feel like I can't breathe sometimes. so I deserve to at least feel free to blog what I want to.

sigh, these few days all I felt was anger. I was unsatisfied, in denial and upset. I can't escape these sort of feelings. It naturally comes in when you're in this state. Well, under any circumstances, I still stand by my say. I know some are siding the other, but I'm gonna have to put a stoned heart if I don't wanna be manipulated over and over again.

to the ones that has helped me through all this drama, I don't know how to thank you enough. God bless you. ;) haha.

Hamster Escaped!!!

2009-09-14T07:55:00.002+08:00

yes, my brother's hamster escaped!!
hahahaha! all of us were hunting for it all over the house.
my brother found it behind the dining room curtain. DOWNSTAIRS.
HAHA! what an adventure for that little thing.

that side has supporters. hmm.. i wonder what they were told.

irony.

2009-09-12T16:08:00.012+08:00

apalah maumu kasih

kau pilih diriku di dalam hidupmu

nyatanya kulihat kini

tak bisa kau coba untuk setia

sudah cukuplah sudahku

memberikan waktuku

kau selalu tak bisa

mencoba untuk setia

-kris dayanti.

to the fugly slut and the fat hairy pig, hope you live happily ever after together fucking each other at the back of the class.

GAH, i'm so disappointed in you. Though you give me shit now, I still cherish the times when you were still him. Now you've changed into a beast, I'll be as idiotic and desperate as the slut if I decide to accept it.

So i bid goodbye, and I hope one day you'll realise that your actions now are one pile of a huge mistake and die of regret. As for the shameless slut, you'll never be blessed with a true man in your life. thanks to a lifetime of karma ;)

slowly standing back up,

because I know i'm better,

because I know I deserve better.

to be or not to be wtf

2009-09-06T10:19:00.005+08:00

the more my thoughts are filled with the cons of staying,
the more my dreams are pulling me in.
a sign or a mere coincidence?
Am I stepping forward or backwards on this game?
haih. ZATHURA. wtfffff yeah, a recent movie I watched on star movies. the child actors are simply adorable~

anyway, you know where the name ZARA originated from?

MY NAME.

aiZA amiRA

so that's MY shop.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

can it get any worse?

2009-09-04T20:15:00.003+08:00

usually when you say that, it really does get worse.
but in my case, i don't know how much worse it can get. I'm already what you say.. 'nyawa-nyawa ikan' wtf lul.

I've swallowed the fact that I'm being tested. But the fact that i'm stuck in between two paths is killing me. I just wish i knew the ending to this story. I'm pressured enough with school. Pretty soon, I'll crack again and who knows, maybe you'll find me dead on the ground one day wtffff.

sigh, the road not taken. HAHA literature fuck.

you stand in front of me,
you sit beside me,
you converse with me,
but it's still. not. you.
I just don't feel your presence anymore.
It feels like i'm moaning over your death.
because i've lost you.
I've lost the person I grew fond of.

when promises are just left as spoken words,
every word after just feels like a lie.

i was genuinely happy.
i thirst for it now.
the only reason i'm holding on is the hope that it'll come back.

as time is the only key to this puzzled situation,
let the remaining days be the judge of what become of us.

bitchhhhhhhhhhh

2009-09-01T07:30:00.005+08:00

darn right. You manipulative mother fu**er. When will you start to realise you have to let go??? It has a mind of its own. It doesn't need to be told what to do every freakin minute. Stop controlling, stop demanding, let it loose for a while will ya? your past sucked, so what? SUCK. IT. UP! geez. what did they ever do to YOU?!! if controlling is a better way of educating, they wouldn't be hiding so many things behind your back. Who would want that?! i'm sure you don't right??? i know deep down your intentions are right, but your ways GOT to be right too. do you wanna lose them?? I don't think so. They're darn nice but if you keep stepping on their heads, pretty soon they just wanna run away. the only thing holding them back is the fact that you're the source.

Stop watching them like a hawk. you want privacy, i want privacy, everyone wants privacy. so do they. Have a heart, will ya? :'(

when you feel the ground's falling beneath you

2009-08-20T18:37:00.004+08:00

I tend to treat people who mean shit to me better than the ones that means a lot to me.
which is totally unfair. For that, I apologise. Truly.
I wish I would function the other way around. I guess I finally found the reason why I always get stepped on. Those who I've given a hard time to, please know that you deserve more. I'm sorry.
To my parents, siblings, boyfriend, and also friends who I ignore just because you're different, I truly am sorry.

bad habits die hard. But it isn't impossible.
hmm.

Happy Birthday Arran!!

2009-08-19T20:21:00.001+08:00

The only picture of me with him. -__- my face like shit wtf.
Nvm, more reason to camwhore with him during his party! ahaha ;p

Nah, the best present in the world! :

HAHAHAHAHA!
I.am.goood. ;3

oiyh...

2009-08-18T20:06:00.003+08:00

I've been wanting to change my url since ages ago.
why i chose fartitout? because i wanted 'sayitout' or 'typeitout', something like that lah, i don't really remember(damn lame -__-). but every time i type something close to that, the url is always unavailable =.= so i got so pissed off, i use 'fart' wtf. I didn't wanna change already after that cause damn troublesome ma go to every one's chatbox and type relink relink relink when they don't even relink you wtf hahaha

well, I've figured out an easier way months, and months ago. I wanted a meaningful date. So i decided to wait til next year. lotsa changes, peepal! ngeh. but,.. I couldn't wait any longer T___T
so I booked the url name already wtf HAHAHA. damn scared later someone use it wtf x__x
but but but... bontot la wtf. I'm not gonna use it yet. It's just there, in my dashboard :)

ANYWAY, Arranzai's birthday's in a few hours!!!! ^^
PLEASE wish him! he's one of the nicest person I've ever met. He's quarantined for a week because of his classmate :( He'll be celebrating his birthday at home only :( and he's damn sad about it. So do take the effort to stay up for a couple more hours to wish him! :D it'll mean a lot to him ;)

TTFN.

procrastinating.

2009-08-16T08:33:00.009+08:00

My current addiction; Online Shopping.
oh god, it's addictive x_x why did i get myself involve in this before SPM?
kebijaksanaan yang tidak terkata.wtf.

The first item was a half cotton, half satin dress. I did COD. There's no fun in that, it just made me nervous wtf. But ofcoz it's much safer than delivery in terms of the whereabouts of our money :P
Anyway, it turns out, I didnt quite like the item. Or maybe not yet. That's how it is with me ;P It was a cheap item anyway, so it doesn't really matter. I wanted to try the payment method more than the dress haha.

2nd was by delivery. Korea Contact Lenses. now, this was fun ;)
the feeling when the postman passes you the envelope is somewhat soo.. satisfying. 8D and the joy i get opening the package.
Since it was my first time doing online payment, it was kindda scary because I kept thinking that I might get cheated :\ let alone, use my mom's account. Why? because I don't have my own account, duhh -__- getting her to do the transaction was soo hard. I had to beg T___T
The wait was long because the blog shop owner had to wait til the batch ends before delivering it to the supplier in Korea. so yeah, that explains the month-long wait. nevertheless, it was worth it ^^

So now, I'm gonna try ATM-transfer since I have my own card. ngeh. Just filled in 2 order forms HEHE XD

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAKEEM! ^^

taken yesterday. self-timer/edited by yours truly ;)

it has been...

2009-08-05T18:27:00.007+08:00

A YEAR.

yes, a YEAR :3

guess what? i actually found...

THIS on deviant.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! AHAHAHAHA
what are the odds huh?

well, I edited it a little to make it more 'Fariza'. HAHA

which version better??? ;p

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY MY DARLING LOYAL SLAVE!!!

please stay the way you are now. blur and confused like..

this.

AHAHAHAHA damn cute my god T___T
I found this in my iphoto a couple of days ago. haha! It gave me a good laugh ;p

this is our very first picture together :3

It was during my birthday outing last year ^^

ofcoz, we were just friends back then :) I never posted this picture before bcoz i look oh-so-fugly T___T

this is the most recent picture of us:

my hubby can drive now!!! WHEEEE~~~ XD

he said he can be a merc.benz model because he's driving a merc and he's wearing a silver tie -__- wtf yeah he's THAT vain.

ANYWAY! I hope we'll stay strong and last even longer ^^
loveya chubby panda! XD

quality beats quantity

2009-08-01T19:58:00.002+08:00

this is so stupid. You know it's not worth it. You know it's all fake. Yet you wanna be apart of it so badly. Why? why, why, why. I don't get where the jealousy is coming from. I just hope it'll stop. soon.
If only I saw it coming, I wouldn't have let myself get so close.

mendengar guruh di langit, air di tempayan dicurahkan.
sudah terhantuk, baru terngadah. wtf. I love peribahasa. sue me -_-

numbers over words.

2009-07-29T17:19:00.006+08:00

hehe. practicing my cutting skills wtf.
oh and I hate words.

"I hate words. I like numbers."
"ya i can tell. that's why you don't blog anymore"
*O_O*

true. so so true. AHAHAHAHA SACHIEBAI!!!
I like pictures :3 :3 :3
but it takes a bloody long time to upload them =.=

anyway, since I'm blogging now, I wanna wish ZAZA a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ^^
no, no, I don't mean myself -_- She's my primary school best friend :D I found her on myspace a couple of days ago. SO ROMANTIC KAN???? WHATDAFARK LUL.
after 10 years.. 8') REUNITED HUHU so the very tacing.

this picture below looks very bad bcoz i had to take a picture OF a picture wtf =.= My scanner fucked up. ish. OH and you'll notice 2 other sri garden monkeys!

HAHAHA!!!! yes yes the four of us were in the same class like until we actually leave! they never change our classes one. haha. That picture was during year 2. so okay fine, it was 9 years ago =.= 10 just sounds more dramatic la okay! sadly we were only classmates for 2 years :(
she moved to another school after year 2. I left after year 3. Sue Yii left after year 4. wtfwtf AHAHA. kist, dunno where she went. I found her years after. LMAO! at the school courtyard during form 1. hahah ^^

muscle cramps

2009-07-28T09:00:00.002+08:00

I feel reeeeaaaalllyyy weak T___T
and fat.

FAT.
FATT.
FATTT.
FAATTT.
FAAATTT.

T___T If only we can eat all we want and not gain. WITHOUT having to exercise =.=
sigh, if only, if olny :'(

sehari suntuk wtf

2009-07-19T10:02:00.009+08:00

yesterday was a veeeerrrryyyyy.... odd day. o_o
well for one thing, I did nearly 6 hours of art class. but my project is still like.. that. i think i only did about 20% =.=
I had to stay in sunway from 10am til about 4pm because my driver had to send the dudes to bkt jalil for the MU match. It's either i go back at 12 or at 4. I didnt wanna go back too early so I stayed til 4.

Ofcoz i took a break in the middle. Went to s.pyramid to collect the top I ordered online. Just for experience sake HAHAHA. Somehow it was nerve-wrecking 0_0 SO SO WEIRD.
Anyway, I was at starbucks. So after the girl left, I went to the counter to order my usual. gawd, I sounded so stupid T__T GAGAP GLER SIAL. I DUNNO WHYYYY. I bet the lady thinks I can't speak english. HAHAHAHAHA so embarrassing -_____-
after that I realise my purse was only full with 1 ringgit notes and not 10 or 50. omgoodness i thought I wouldn't have enough money to pay. T__T
luckily there was two 5 ringgit notes hiding between the 1s.
AYERRR i've never felt so broke before!

then, I wanted to go in one of the shops to just try on the top I just got. But i was holding my green tea frap. So I went to the toilet. don't ask. I have no idea why I was so super jakun to try the top on =__= The toilet had no mirror so I took a picture wtf. IT DIDNT WORK LAH! HAHA. instead, my pin drop into the toilet bowl. I PANICKED LIKE FUCKKKK. It automatically flushed and I was cringing as the water flow down. Luckily the pin just moved a bit.
I didn't wanna be an irresponsible person and let the toilet bowl clog and burst out all the water like a fountain wtf. so I did the most disgusting thing ever T______T
I washed my hand like crazy after that. SCRUB SCRUB SCRUB!!!
thank god it's sunway's toilet and not ampang point or klcc or those dirty public toilets. I would have NEVER done if it was those places.

then, I went back to my art class. I stayed til the closing time LUL.
My driver picked me up after and send me to pav. I'm suppose to meet up with mun yee, michelle, another michelle, sylvia, steven, alex, hua min, kah seng, and my slave at 8pm. I was there at 4.30pm. ohoho yeah, I had to wait THAT long. why? because it's either that time or never. My driver had to go back to bkt jalil to pick up my slave, in-laws (wtf :P), and brothers.
I thought I'll die there cause I was alone but it was actually nice ^^
went in all my fav shops to try on clothes so it didnt feel long. Met with them at subway after smayang maghrib. LEE ZEN was there =.= HAHA i hope he doesnt read this. oh and joshep too. then johnathan came. haha

After they finished eating, we went out for the photoshoot!! XD SUPER DUPER UBER FUN!

edits: crop, brightness/contrast

edits: crop, variations, brightness/contrast

edits: black and white, brightness/contrast.

Mun Yee's incharge for the prom posters. So this is all for her. haha. She owes my a roxy bag. HEH HEH HEH. YES YOU BETTER READ THIS. I DONT WANT LUNCH! HAHAHA

oh and thank you kah seng! He helped with the lighting and the angles and he brought his laptop to transfer the pictures HAHA.

My slave came after we were done with the 2nd photo. He came from bkt jalil by LRT. omg he came towards us like an errupting volcano =.= He was hungry and exhausted, that's why.
the only way to get him back to his senses was the silent treatment. It works all the time ;)
HAHAHA!! anyway, he was back to normal after I talked some sense into him. Scolding la in other words HEH HEH. he blanje me tony roma's after the last shooting. HEHE. I'm suppose to buy some stuff but the shops were all closed already T___T

good thing is, we practically OWN pavilion. it was sooo empty I wanted to scream of joy HAHA

doodle is the new black wtf

2009-07-08T18:23:00.002+08:00

my future blog posts will be photoshop-doodling all the wayyy ~ XD

IF and ONLY IF i'm rajin. HEH HEH XP

what's new..

2009-07-06T17:37:00.001+08:00

changes I can't force.

a dream come true :')

2009-07-05T15:28:00.005+08:00

Can you imagine how happy this message made me feel?! 8']

I was so scared to find out, my tears was at the edge of my eyes when my classmates forced me to tell them my I/C number. HAHAHA.

thank you for not choosing me :'3

cause of the weather, i suppose.

2009-06-25T16:14:00.004+08:00

noisy black demons =.= marry each other, please. So you can have ugly babies together kthxbai.

WHY is it that all the teachers I hate sooo effin much decides to work in SG like FOREVER?! PLEASE. JUST. LEEEAAVVEEE T___T
CHEAAAHHH!!! COME BACK!!! we need justice in this school! gawd, she's the only sane teacher in school. and she teaches physics- the subject i dropped. -__- pfffttt.

on a 'darker' note, wtf
sweeping the dust off ain't so easy. Happy thoughts, happy moments, nothing but a broken vacuum. Hoping it's the sand on a beach. But instead, a typical pathetic camel. sigh, the simplest things are just so complicated and confusing. If only the future's visible, things would be waaay better. Nothing to worry about, nothing to cry over. The daily water works are tiring me. Sooner or later, not even a shade of light be seen.

everyday, it gets more emotional and dramatic. Take it away, please. I just want to be a happy child again. T_T

okay now back to the less metaphoric sentences. Words that my brother could actually understand, lol.

Mid Year results, hmmm.. lets just say I got what I deserve :) I studied more than the previous exams. Therefore, the results are better. Not exactly good, but it satisfies.

my maths was a failure. 60?! my god. I know I could have done better. T_T
Chem and history, my 2 weakest subjects- bad too but improved enough! :D
the other subjects, alhamdulillah i manage to score As :) and my total percentage is 73%. With that, I rank number 2 in class. so okay la tu!! haha

well, I hope I can do better for trials.

unnecessary it is.

2009-06-20T07:18:00.003+08:00

"you're old enough to know what's right and what's wrong"

I wish.
Up til this moment, I still wonder if it was a right decision. Deafened or blinded, I'll never know. I doubt it'll last but I don't wish for it to end. Disapproval from each kind was something that made me realise how easily someone can turn themselves into a hypocrite. Despite the truth in that, passing of each day gradually changes it into a sign. Of what, I'm yet to find out.
Life's an unsolved puzzle.

EFF.

2009-06-14T16:19:00.003+08:00

no matter how many times i regret doing things at the last minute,
I never fail to repeat that mistake.

curses.

gloomy sunshine.

2009-06-12T12:16:00.005+08:00

hello :)
got back from KK a few days ago.
Didn't get to blog about it cause the internet was down. for almost 2 weeks apparently '-_-

the person who skips PE every freakin week and faked a foot injury just so she doesn't have to run for sports day, hiked til the summit. AREN'T YOU PROUD?! :DDD
cheer for me la okay. My lazy legs didn't even train for this HAHAHA.

proof weyh HEH HEH HEH XD
look at that face.
probably the happiest and proudest person there LOL.
she's the one who dragged me there to teman her climb the freakin mountain -.-
this definitely makes me a good daughter ;D HAHAHAHAWTF

'chillin out' with one of my mom's friends. wtf

PEACE OUT.

WTF.

I'll blog about cliod some other day. or maybe never o_o pfffttt. UP TO ME LAH ISH.
TTFN :D

mine.

2009-06-01T13:56:00.004+08:00

I'll love whoever I wanna love
and hate whoever I wanna hate.

(credits to ActionMang [DA])

gave up.

2009-05-29T21:00:00.004+08:00

Not being able to understand makes it very very frustrating.
Especially when you're not given the chance to even try.
It's like the weather i suppose.
It chooses,
to shine or to strick thunder.
But it never bothers you, does it?

Well, it was like that at first.
but as time flies, I've grown to hate it.
Like a balloon that bursts when it gets too much air.
The pressure and stress is killing my patience.

Denying what's true just deepens the hurt.
I never thought it was like that.
But now knowing that it's true, I don't ever wanna turn back.
I'd kill myself if I ever do so.
I've 'forgive and forget' way too many times.
It's time to put a stop to it.

Whatever I did, I am sure it is not a good enough reason to not appreciate all the other things I've sacrifice and done for you all this while. Doesn't my feelings ever matter to you? I don't think so. I'm just wasting my time trying to understand, accept, and forgive. The same thing happens over and over again. I'm tired and sick of it. Feeling used by someone you trust is one of the worst feelings I've ever felt.

I put others ahead of myself and I get stepped on.
When I think of myself, I get hated.
So tell me, what is right anymore?

mid.

2009-05-24T15:11:00.008+08:00

the pressure's killing me. I can't imagine trials. T___T

~~English~~

~~History~~

~~Maths~~

~~Agama~~

Accounts

Chemistry

Art

Maths.. sigh, frust glerrr T__T I absolutely HATE it when I have to fight against time. My English essay wasn't any better. Well, the first part was fine, but the second,.. gawd. if only the time was extended. I had SOOO much to write T__T if only, if only :'(

History was fine, I guess. pfftt. I was never any good at that subject anyway HAHA :P Well, I did my best this time. So I'm happy enough :)
BM and Agama was alright as well.

Tomorrow is Accounts. One of my okay subs, so I hope everything goes well :)
Chem will be hell, I swear. I can imagine myself crying over paper 3 T_________________T

Art on the other hand would be a nice subject to end the mid year exam ^^

So all the best to my formmates, especially the ones in the pure science stream. bio and add maths? I can only Imagine x___x GOOD LUCK!

EDIT:

Accounts was okay ^^ chem... err.. like history. I did my best. :p
Art.. FAILURE T__T
but what I conclude, I SUCK AT OBJECTIVE QUESTIONS! OMGODDD T___T
MCQs are WAAAY harder than subjective, essay, and even report. (for me, that is.)
It's SOOO unfair how some people are tembak masters. They know shit about the subject but they can score the highest wtf. URGH I HATE HATE HATE EXAMS OMG T__________T

I have a feeling that my results aren't gonna turn out as how I expect.
I can imagine the Ds and Cs on my report card. T__T

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLAVE <3

2009-05-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

SORRY T___T
i'm suppose to do this like 5 minutes ago. I tertido WTF. urgh i hate it when that happens -.-
no mood d!!!! ISH.

Heeeee~
fariza picture on your birthday ;]
I don't have one during mine T_T

Stay tuned for updates.
TEEHEE!
(i have to update on MY bday first b4 i update on his lah ahaha :p summore he didnt do any post on my birthday! HOW DARE YOU T___T u think i'm not busy also ar?! ISH YOU! FISH YOU!!! if you have to wait for your mom to sleep first to use the internet, means you have to stay up lah darling. YOU TIDO PULAK OMG -______- )

it's near.

2009-05-06T19:01:00.006+08:00

3 more days to your birthday!!!

*O.ME.GA. !!*
(omg. inside joke :p)

*HEEEEEEEE~ X3*

.9th of May.

define real.

2009-05-05T20:29:00.006+08:00

when doors are shut,
you start to wonder what you mean to them.

the things you do to make them happy,
the sacrifices you make to show you care,
the people you ignore just to show you're listening.

Hurting someone to care for another.
In return, a poisoned apple,
which neither a sung tune nor kiss would cure.
so it ends there.

A little respect,
a little appreciation.
that's all I ask for.

_____________________________________________________________________________

On a brighter note,
We passed 9 months ;)
3 more to a year ^^

thank you.love you.happy 9 months.
HAHAHA ;p

not a recent picture. but a fav ;]

super duper uber fluber er r sweet sweet seventeen 8D

2009-04-17T13:27:00.005+08:00

thank you ma ^^ you're the best :')
(picture credits to sachie. edits by yours truly ;)

(will be updated when the time's right. bersabar la ye. terutamanya korean kesayanganku. you know who you are, soup ;)

Nah. the picture you want so much =.=
(picture credits to tae wan.)

She told me not to do anything to it but i did :p I edited the brightness and contrast :p and cropped it a little too.
TEEHEE XD

so much to do, so little time.

2009-04-14T20:03:00.003+08:00

the title says it all.
:p

junk.

2009-04-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

Piles of crap on my bed. No space for me to sleep.
I'm too tired to clean it up and I have homewokr to finish T___T
WHY.IS.THE.WEEKEND.SO.EFFFIN.SHORT?

gawd. there's art and bm tommorow. GAH.
i HATE school.

picture update.

2009-04-12T14:20:00.027+08:00

I wish I have my atok's gift.
He shits after every meal.
Damn geng. (however you spell that word TEEHEE)

mummy
and daddy
and sissy
are going Melbourne T_T

wtf just for the sake of rhyming those words la weyh. i call my mom 'mak'. YES SAYA BANGGA SAYA MELAYU :D and sissy is sister wtf. but she IS a sissy. coz she is sooo freakin irritating I sometimes think of suicide x__x
Anywaaay, I'm kindda sad cause they're gonna miss my super duper uber fluber ber er r sweet sweet seventeen. BUT i'm also happy cause my mom's gonna buy me things! WHEEEEE~!!!
and yesterday my dad brought us to Nikko Hotel for dinner. Early birthday celebration.

My whole fam (minus my abang) = 7
Grandparents = 2
Aunt, Uncle, and cousin = 3
Faris' whole fam = 5
Icam's friends = 2
Total = 19

ramai la gak :p
OH YAA... Faris' dad's birthday is the same as mine! how cool is that?! HAHAHA

from faris' parents :)

inside:
BRITNEY SPEARS PERFUME :D HAHAHA.
smells good!

from my aunt and uncle ^^
a book.

I know the exact reason why he bought me that ;p
anyway, i forgot to bring my camera that night T_________T

and even to david archuleta's concert! wtf dowh -__-
but it didn't really matter cause somehow I wasn't excited for it at all haha.
well, it sucked anyway. He only sang a few songs. and they invited sucky singers for their 'warm up act'. pffftt. I liked the first performer though. He can really dance man omg *___*
I liked his performance better than archuleta's actually HEEHEE SORRY D.A. FANS ;p
The ticket only cost me rm15. so i guess it was worth the price haha :p
thanks for the ticket, estella :) gawd, she screams every 5 seconds. HAHA. fanatic gler.

my ticket XD

the performance i liked. Some guy from astro talent quest.

after the concert ended, icam, bryan, estella, and sara kept popping these yellow thingamajing by stomping on them.
POP POP POP!!!

sara and estella

I met Lara, Yazmeen, Shamira, and Rachel ^^
BFFs gang haha.

oh and nancy and jacquelyne too :D

icam and human ants.

Since I don't have much pictures of yesterday's events, I'll post pictures of past ones.

LAST YEAR OF SPORTS DAY

(10 April)

first and foremost, red house ^^

we lost everything BIG TIME T__T
useless jun. CHOP OFF YOUR FINGERS!!!

she's soo pretty *___*
you should be on the runway, crazy prefect! haha

they work their butts off figuring out how to stick the aeroplane together.
but they got last for marching :(
nonetheless, TWO THUMBS UP for your efforts! ^^

green got first!

impressive gler kan?
I was soo freakin amazed!
GOOD JOB TO WHOEVER THOUGHT OF IT!!!

ofcoz you have to thank the commander also la. He taught them to march :3
HAHAHA!
semangat punye sultan.

wushu performance by MY CLASSMATES! damn proud! XD

after that, I just took pictures of prize giving. So while waiting...
camwhore gila2. haha

bubble tea freak.

cutest mafia ever. HAHAHA

candid.
look at his left eye. merah sial. Still red now.
GO SEE DOCTOR LAAA!! T__T

I fav this. HEEE X3

pic of the day XD

Winners for perbarisan. They really deserve it ^^

WINNERS FOR SPORTS DAY!!!
congratulations blue house :)

class of 2009
(credits to err.. i dunno his name. haha. If you're reading this, drop a cmmt on my cbox k? sorry!!!)

I'm gonna miss making excuses to skip sports practice :')

MEL RUS' BDAY CELEBRATION ^^
(28 March)

birthday girl and I
(credits to sachie)

(credits to sachie)

self-timer. failed attempt T_T
damn blur liao

pentasku.
(credits to sachie)

went to IU night after that

what a way to stand out. haha

That's all for now.
Can't wait for my birthday! XD

when i'm half way there.

2009-04-10T14:41:00.003+08:00

Just when i thought of forgiving,
you start it all over again.
when is this going to stop?
will it ever stop?

I made mistakes,
so did you.
If you deserve second chances,
I do too.

HARLOLO

2009-04-09T18:35:00.022+08:00

No, I didn't suddenly die -.-
I came back home late the other day.
I'm still...

like this.

OKEZZZ a lot has happen since my last real update.
so... I'll use pictures lah since I know if I type like shit interesting also you won't read ;p
a picture says a seribu words. SO YESSS I IS ROJAK. ROJAK IS NOT NICE. BUT I IS NICE WTF.

School defines boredom. That's why Miso keeps taking pictures with my phone -____-

introducing:

retarded penguin, me, and bloody korean's fist.

from candid shots..

... to atrocious poses T__T

(this is during cross country. i got 3 points! ;D oh and those are faris' slippers. not mine. MY KAKI IS WAAAY SMALLER OKAY :P)

I lost my biggest bottle T_T

so faris keeps buying me that every time we go to the canteen X3

LOOK AT THE NOTICE BOARD! sooo the chalky! XD
There's so many crap written and drawn on it that some I don't even understand.

like this! WTF IS THIS?!

anyway,... it's not always Miso who takes the pictures.
I camwhore sometimes :D

but i'm not that vain :p my phone cam mmg nice to camwhore one!

PROOF:

Other ppl camwhore with it too! NA NA NA APA?! wtf

Hanim's the worse case. She took around 40 pictures of herself at once. HAHAHA YOU VAIN THING YOU!

these 2 pictures are just too cute :3

OH OH and lately I always bully him:

HEEHEE XD because I LAP YOU OKAY
dont cry lahhh.. u won't get pimples one "-___-

he merajuk coz i painted his face. He's scared he'll get pimples. OMG who's the GIRLfriend now har??? me or you?! HAHAHA.
I hit him a lot too. his reactions damn funny can cryyy T___T

now moving on to pictures taken at other places:

Sushi King XD

chopstick moments ;p

Sunway.

My new fav! green tea frap ;D

IU night.

MY LONG LOST BFF! HAHAH

Nandos.
I don't wanna look Photostatted, so I rather have funny idiotic poses ^^v
(laugh, sachie. laugh. inside joke HEHE)

One of the most amazing things i've ever done in my entire life is..

biting a plum in a shape of a heart :3 it was my FIRST bite! damn cool kan?! HAHA

well, that's all I have from my phone. (I didn't post ALL la ofcoz -.-)
Gonna post the pictures from my baby Dee some other time.
before i publish this post, I would like to remind all of you that...

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!

NEXT WEEK THURSDAY! 16 APRIL!

hohoho excited, excited! My last year celebrating in Malaysia :(
my birthday next year, and the years after that cannot be celebrated here with my slave, friends and family T__T

last year's brithday was awesome :')

surprise at school

and surprise at sushi king ^^

also, not forgetting, sunway theme park and ice skating XD

How am I gonna celebrate it this year?
red box or dinner? or should i do both?? haih I DUNNO T___T
whatever it is, I wanna do it on the 18th. Next week saturday ;]

spaces in between.

2009-04-04T09:23:00.004+08:00

i'm still alive. still alive.
i just didnt update for like.. for quite sometime(deng edit.hahahaha.) TEEHEE XD
sorry, so sorry. NO TIME AND I'M VERY THE MALAS!

now i need to get ready for my fine art class. -__- see what i mean.
i replied all your comments on my chatbox btw :D
i'll update this post after i come home.

go sunway for a 2 hours class, then go all the way to ampang for another 2 hours class wtf.
yeah, i'm sooo passionate abt it T____T haha.

IU night :D

2009-03-10T10:19:00.005+08:00

yes laa! promoting this because i'm an awesome awesome friend HEEHEE XD
So COME LA BODOHS! there will be performances! :D
11rggt je tau! 1901 hotdog included summore :DD with a drink too :DDD

wishes

2009-03-04T06:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HILMAN!!! XD

(brother-in-law ;3 HAHAHA)

wanted to text you last night but i fell asleep T___T
then this morning, i still wanted to text you but... i dont have your number wtf -____-

well, i hope you like the card :)
enjoy your birthday! ^^

After a period of time.

2009-03-01T13:06:00.019+08:00

I've been delaying the picture post for the cowboy themed party and my outing with faris.

it's too outdated to blog abt it now. And i'm damn lazy to blog nowadays. So just forget abt it. haha :p

16th- 22nd was ONE HELL OF A WEEK. sleepless nights man my goddd. But i like the rush. i feel soo.. useful :DDD but at the same time I feel used because the school is very good at taking credits off student's work -_- right jian yong? ;) (i hope i spelled your name right :\)

even after all the hard work i've put into this exchange programme to make it the best year ever,
the home stay part didn't really turn out how I imagined it to be. Plans were ruined. I got really disappointed, depressed, and angry. and that terrible terrible stomach ache that got me shivering like siao. T___T omg laaahhh WHY OH WHY MUST ALL THIS HAPPEN DURING THE EXCHANGE PROGRAMME?!?!

gawd. it REALLY was my LAST TIME. some of you who are going to local college can still have fun with the japs next year if you have junior friends or younger siblings who can host. I'll be in Adelaide during this time of the month. February is the starting month. And since it'll be my first time there, I have to go earlier because I have to register and do all those documents dunno whatever lah!

don't get me wrong though. I DID HAVE FUN. just not as much as last year or how much i expected it to be :\ I wouldn't be so bummed out about it if it wasn't my last year. But because it is, i got so emotional tqvm. T_____T

nevertheless, I LOVE MY HOST STUDENTS ^^
They are fun people. I was the one who wasn't being a good enough host. sigh. I should have plan things MUCH MUCH EARLIER. I'm sorry Risa. I'm sorry Ryo. :'(

well, no point crying over spilled japanese milk.
so here are some pictures to sum up my weekend with the hokuryo students :)

1st DAY.

Risa!!! ^^

Went around Bukit Bunting with Faris and his funny funny host, Toshiki!
"GOOD!" *shows thumb* HAHAHA.

Ryo and Toshiki
AHHAAHAHA DAMN FUNNY MANNNNN.
Toshi couldn't stand the ticklish feeling so he squealed and screamed and the rest of us just kept laughing at him XD

AAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA DAMN CUTE CAN DIEEE
this is why i lap uuuuuu X3

the 3 of them tried the ever so famous durian that night. the look on their faces.. priceless man. sigh i miss them so so much :'(

2nd DAY.

curve.
marche ;D

then we went to central market. I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES WTF
so busy buying stuff T_____T

the last time I came here was like 6-10 years ago. so I imagined this place verryyyy scary o_o
but it wasn't :DDD but I was still scared to take out my giganto camera and snap pictures. haha

KL Tower ^^

Sri Melayu!
damn man. the choice of food.. gler babs banyakkkkk

lepaking at home playing rock band, congkak, and making origamies! XD

3rd DAY.

MAMAK!!! XD
(i terletak the label on this. sorry. credits to yen :)

yup, sunway sunway!
i love ice skating.
FARIS! I'LL FORCE YOU TO GO WITH ME ONE DAY!

performing at our school ^^

fun fun japs.
(again, i accidentally put my label there. This one is credited to faris :)

LAST DAY.

Airport!! but just a few hours only :(

MY FAVOURITE GANG!!! XD

with Risa and her number 1 best friend, MANAMI. haha ^^

Did you notice in all 3 pictures above, my left hand pose is exactly the same??
HAHAHA my bag kept falling down la excuse me! hmph!

Sachie's host students ^^

I MISS ALL OF YOU!!!!! :')

Valentino

2009-02-14T19:43:00.004+08:00

I just realise something. You cut into every moment that's special.
times like this is when I wish time would fly faster and bring me to the life after high school.
so that I don't have to see your face and deal with your bitchy attitude every freakin day of my life.

________________________________________________________________

valentine gifts:

6 cupcakes = 6 months ^^

♥ B e ♥
M i n e

aww, "i'm yoouurrsssss..!!!" *jason mraz :')*

hehe I didn't wanna eat all of them in one day, so have to put it in the fridge or not it won't last.
I have 7 other people living in this house okay -_-

those are prezzies from my sweet caveman :')

prezzies from the...
hyper retarded penguin are...

a box of chocolate which I havent eat yet. I kept it in the fridge ^^

card and bracelet.
you see that little cartoons at the side??
if zoomed in, it looks like this:

BAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

interpretation of the cartoon:

aiza = tudung and big eyes.
faris = thick eyebrows, chubby cheeks, and the nose that all 3 danials have haha ^^
sachie = rectangular-framed specs, and laughing all the time :D

she gave a packet of this pisang kerepek thingy too. didnt take a pic of it coz dah bukak :p
Carmen cheong gave me a heart-shaped chocolate which i already ate at school, and hanim gave me a piece of chocolate which i.. err.. i forgot whether i ate it o_O

well, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE!
I hope you guys love the gifts you got like how I love the ones I got ^^

p/s: LARA!!!! you still owe me a home-made cookie!!! >:(

AT LAST.

2009-02-10T21:09:00.001+08:00

finally I can have posts with titles :')
but there are a few stuff that sucks. Well, let me know if you find that something's wrong with my blog.

"aiza's blog cacat" =.=
quoted from jian rick si sombong XP

2009-02-09T03:46:00.007+08:00

...continuation from yesterday's picture post.

29.01.09
Tony Roma's, Cineleisure.

Sachie's sisters joined us for lunch.she's trying to show that the glass is as big as her face -_-

Icam, Aman, Sasha, and Deanna went back first with my elder brother. He wanted to avoid traffic.
Yen lepak at starbucks, my mom and geena walk around the curve, mad,sach, and I lepak at the apartment ^^

The delicious expensive cupcakes we ordered. Sedap sial. I simply LOVE cupcakes. If u pissed me off or something, just give me a cupcake and you'll be forgiven ;D TEEHEE!

err.. heeheeeeee this is how it looked like after we raped it wtfwtfwtf.

Cupcake monster.

Next picture post will be on the Friday and Saturday outing. (30th and 31st)
that's it for now. Got lots and lots of work to do. Sigh this is only high school. I can't imagine college T_____T

2009-02-08T21:59:00.004+08:00

This whole week has been all about.. 'the future' O_O
in other words, SPM-related topics. college qualifications and stuff. I thought of taking up economics to add up to my other 8 subjects.
So yeah, I went to ask my mom. Wanna get her opinion about it. her reply was..

"For what??"

lulz.
My reason was that it might come in handy in the future if say I decide to open up my own studio or something. That requires business studies. Yeah, I know I picked the wrong stream okayyyyy -__- but I reeally didn't wanna be stuck in a class with people I don't get along with for TWO WHOLE YEARS! I wanna enjoy high school!
anyway, I told her that and she said even if I DO decide to do something that involves business, I should take commerce. But STILL, it isn't necessary.
FYI, the course I'm planning to take is visual communication. That's what I wanna major in. I'll take photography as a minor course. OR i might do a double degree, depending on how the Adelaide education people person sorts things out.

Then I told her how all the people around me are taking up more subjects cause they think 9 is too little. I'm taking EIGHT! The only person I know who's taking only 8 and is also as happy as I am is nik! HAHAHA. I got a little worried thinking that I might need more subjects to save my butt from being jobless.
My mom's reply was...

"Why waste time?? Just enjoy life while you still can"

"Why do you wanna take up so many subjects? What do you wanna prove? The quantity doesn't matter. It's the quality that matters. Just focus on the important subjects."

HAHAHA omg, THAT's my mom. LAWL.
so I asked her what are the subjects she thinks I don't need.

"Chemistry"

figures. Then I asked about sejarah.

"Sejarah lagi la you don't need. They shouldn't make it as a core subject in the first place. If you ask me, I'll only ask you to take art, english, maths, accounts, agama, and MAYBE bm."

"oh and sex education too! it's important. But I dunno why they don't have it in school"

SO TRUE ;p
She's right. I already know what I wanna do. People who still can't decide are the ones who should worry about the subjects they're taking.
Nik has already decide to do automotive engineering from the very start. I guess that's why he wasn't worried at all. He have it all figured out :)

2009-02-08T14:21:00.015+08:00

28.01.09
San Francisco Steakhouse, Mid Valley.
Lunch with fam.

caught in action :p

(This and picture above: credits to yen.)

Food:

Off to Gardens to watch INKHEART :D

after that, met up with MSHH at GE Mall.

Madihah was the last to come cause she forgot. =.= haha. She arrived around..err.. i forgot. 5 i think?? borak kejap then we start walking to my house ^^

Okay, the whole day was filled with camwhoring and photoshoots TEEHEE! so u can run along now if you're not interested :p

INTRODUCING...

Madihah

Aiza

SachieHanim
Hanisah

=

MASHH

Hanim and Hanisah prayed first before we started. So while waiting, MAS flew first :D wtf.

bottom
middleabove :D
HAHAH xpyes lah, we is crazy T__T goldfises too! XD

then the two H came ^^
really really weird picture. but i like!hehe :D

before MASHH, it was just the 3 of us:haha ^^ i miss form3 :')

well after that we decide to get off the pool table. but sachie fell. pfftt.where's sachie? ON THE FLOOR LORHHH.. :p

Hanim and Hanisah had to go back already :( While waiting for them to go get their things, these 2 monkeys climbed up the pool table again -.- sempat aje..

BYE BYE H H!!! XD

Picture credits to yen :)

he bloody locked us out after that >:(

Madihah and Sachie sleptover ^^
gosh, it was fun.
It doesn't end here ppl. We went to cineleisure & the curve the next day. Stay tune! ;D

2009-02-05T06:36:00.002+08:00

HEHEEEEE ^^

6months.6months.6months. X3

woot woot ;D

the end.

2009-02-01T10:53:00.012+08:00

Holidays Holidays.
Mine started really dreadful but ended real goood ;]
here's a summary of my holiday week:

First 4 days, I was stuck in NS. The whether.. GAH. hot like the oven. literally. We wouldn't have felt it if the air conditioner hadn't broke down =.= and on top of that, we had to sleep through the night with the smell of a dead rat stuck in our nostrils.
The rat died in the basin we used to contain the leaking water from the air-conditioner. Somehow, the water spilled and the mattress absorbed it. -.- sad thing is, we didn't realise until the boys played wrestling, pushing each others' heads against the mattress. big time eeeiiiwwwww X__X gler grosssssss.
We burnt it the next day :D MUAAHAAHAA!!!

When i came back, it was already monday.

the next day was... our annual family day,

The day after that was family + MASHH outing,

Mid Valley and The Gardens.

met up with them at GE Mall.

Then we walked to my house :D
(credits to yen)

The day selepas itu(i ran out of words -.-) was family outing intruded by Madihah and the Amiras ;p

Tony Roma's.

The Apartment.
just chill lah! not eat again -.- cupcakes don't count xp
(credits to sachie)

The hari next day selepas(wtf friday lah) was FARIZA outing,

yes lah, we is goldfises! XP
(KLCC & Pavilion)

and yesterday was Nabila's birthday party intruded by the Danials ;p

yes, you've seen her somewhere. in TV.
she's an actress/tv host/sister-in-law to the birthday girl.
(credits to farris or Yen -.-)

(credits to farris)

I had a hell lot of fun that i barely had time to do my long awaited work.
pfftt as if i had time, i'd do them :p
Last day of holidays are saved for homework and such related to it. I'm a last minute kind of person. I kindda like the rush. hehee.

I JUST FOUND OUT TOMORROW'S NOT A SCHOOL DAY o_O
anyway, those pictures are just... ermm.. 'representatives'. hahaha. I'll post more pictures when i'm really free. got a lot okay! so stay tune ^^

2009-01-26T16:27:00.024+08:00

I'M BACK!!!
this time, no delays! Picture time!

11.1.09
BSC- Cousin Emman's birthday party.

(Faris' cousin actually :p)
Faris' family wasn't really into the party. Especially his brothers. They really look like they didn't wanna be there lol. But who could blame them. It's an 8 year old's party. The food was good though. The theme was HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL :D so the dress code was red and/or white.
i thought what i wore was red. But it was actually pink. o_o

(credits to Farris)Farris

Hilman
(credits to farris)

Hakeem

-_-
Faris took this. He said that's my blur face =.= Picture also blur weyh haha.

Swear to god I've never seen such label before. 'Not Fried Rice'. o_O

The mini burger faris had a 'moment' with. He looked so happy eating it HAHAHA.
(I forgot the specific name for it)

Damn man O_O i bet it cost a lot for all this.
(credits to farris)

putting his graduation gown on.
Gler gler punya la ikut theme hahaha. SOOOOO HSM3

closer look at the birthday boy.

closer look at the birthday cake *_* drools man my god.
I didn't get to eat it =.=

18.1.09
Ya Yen's house warming.

We went to Ya Yen's house by Michelle's car.
She picked Faris and I from my house, and Rachel from hers. (We're practically neighbours ;D Upper East and Menara Polo ^^)

While waiting for Michelle who was taking a long time to get ready,... hahah :p we walked around the whole upper east.

My poses or his poses better? :D
MINE LAH!!! dier nye over sangat xp haha

When we reached her house, the first thing we saw was FOOD!!!
then we saw the rest of them. Ya Yen, Kyean, Ali, Dickson, Melcolm, Joshep, Hua Min, Hon Yee, Becca, Steven, Mun Yee, dan lain-lain lah. So many to list hahah.

damn nice right? O_O

We found the ever so famous mirror!

We got closer..and CLOSER *_*then the rest joined us hahahaAli totally blocked Hua Min in this HAHAHA

The 3rd floor living room:

The open roof toilet Kyean was talking about in her blog ^^

The mirror in Ya Yen's brother's room ^^

Ya Yen's room:HAHAHAHA so cute!!

fireworks :)

After that everyone continue eating again:

Group picture

Then it was time to go home :(

Ali's parents were so kind to drop three of us off. First it was me, then becca, then farris.
His mom was so friendly ^^ his dad was a little quite. haha.

That's it for now :)

p/s: PICTURE CREDITS TO FARRIS TOO.

2009-01-23T09:04:00.002+08:00

I wanted to post pictures on Ya Yen's open hse but blogger was being a bitch again! so I can only upload them on Monday cause I have to get ready now..

BALIK KAMPUNG T___T

oh gawd. the horror.
well, til then you lovely peoples :')

2009-01-23T03:49:00.005+08:00

hoho it's nearly 4am and I'm still wide awake o_O
It has been such a long time since i last stayed up this late..
anyway, FARRIS HAS A BLOG!!!
HAHAH :p
oh and Nazri too. Welcome to blogger world you two! Haha.

2009-01-21T19:22:00.003+08:00

My luck today seriously teruk like toooooooooooot T_____T
something went wrong with my layout code. I tried to fix it but i made a typo when i was typing one of the coding. just ONE SLIGHT mistake and my whole blog was GONE O__O MY PRECIOUS BLOG. E-VE-RY-THING GONE!!!

gawd i went nuts walking back and forth saying "NO NO NO!!!! WTF WTF!!!!"
then i spot the mistake and quickly changed it. THANK GOD it went back to normal. -_____-
the most terrifying 3 minutes of my life man. It was as if some one's about to die right in front of me. o_O

oh and the school calendar.
you know how every year the school put student's artworks in the calendar?
well, the end of last year, Pn. Najah told me that mine will be in this year's school calendar.
Just now at school, I saw one of my friend holding the calendar. It was just released today.
I haven't seen it yet. So I asked if I could have a look at it. As I was flipping through it,... I saw my artwork.

BUT

it was credited to someone ELSE. WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
omg lah i was sooooooo bloody pissed. Just when I thought things couldn't get worse, the student that was credited for MY artwork is a girl from YEAR FIVE. ELEVEN year old girl. That means MY name is under that girl's artwork. =.=

knowing how Mr. Khaw run things, I'm already soo sure that he's not gonna do anything about it. The calendars are already published. If they wanna republish it, more money will be used. That's one word you can use against that stingy bastard. He'll back off FOR SURE.

Last year he promised me a certificate for designing a tee. But i got NOTHING til now. My mom even emailed him about it. -_-
Can't you understand that I need all this credits and certificates for my testimonial? it's IMPORTANT okay you old fag! urgh.

2009-01-16T17:24:00.022+08:00

16th January. Exactly 3 more months til i turn 17 :D driving license babeyh! XD

anyway, BIRTHDAY WISHES.
14 January- HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZRI :)
17 January- HAPPY BIRTHDAY FONG BEE ^^ sorry I can't make it to your party :(
_________________________________________________________________

29 Dec 08:

Jian Rick's Birthday Outing ^^

Sachie and I came late for the outing because it was all last minute haha.
Very funny weyh that time. Kelam kabut gler. Anyway, my brother drove us there T_T can die man i tell you. It was the only time i actually wore seatbelt o_o
NAHHH.. just joking XD he ain't that bad. i guess. pfftt. We went to pick sachie up first before we head to times square.

They were bowling when we went to surprise them. They didn't expect us :D BoA and Aiza Winfrey. wtf i'm gonna have my own show la okay!
We didnt join coz we didnt want to. So the both of us went to book a room at the karaoke place (i forgot the name. RED BOX IS THE BEST ahaks! ;p)

BoA and Aiza Winfrey XD we sang a few songs before the rest came in.

BoA doing her thing ;D

omg i love LOVE love these kind of crackers. gler babi sedap weyh. FARIS! go get me one lorry of it! pweeeasseee :3

They cheated us! they said the crackers are complimentary. but they charge us

RM 60+!! SIX FREAKIN TYY!!!!

wtf dowh. but i dunno la whether they got it wrong or what. Lee Zen, Jian Rick, and the rest went all chinese-yy. So i dunno what they ask or said to that guy who gave us the bill. haha.

pose je. tak minum pon lah =.=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOMBONG!!! ;p

Alan and his brother. I witnessed brotherly love. awww :3

melolo XD

wijaya :p hehe

Fong Bee and Lee Zen

(EDIT: i just remembered something. Before we went back home, Sachie and I walked to Pavilion. We didnt really know the way wtf. Malaysians also dunno ahahah but we did reach there lah. with MY guide. unbelievable right? I'm always the tail. Just follow only haha.

anyway, when it was time to go home, I forgot my brother dropped us off at TIMES SQUARE. not PAVILION. so he was at TIMES SQUARE. not PAVILION. -____- omg lah he scold me like shit weyh. he asked us to walk to times square o_o at NIGHT! O_O
we were soo scared that we ran. AHAHHA like crazy baboons man. Then came the crossing-the-road part. Just waiting and looking at all the cars passing by us with our terrified faces. The couple across us saw and i think they laughed T_T they must think we're noobs.pfftt.

when we actually stepped on the road, we ran and we kept shouting out words i think haha. hoho omg we laugh like wtfbbq just as soon as we reached the other side. Felt like peeing pfftt. our hands sweating summore. walaoweyyy hak3.)

31 Dec 08

Bangsar Village ^^

went with faris after 18 months apart.
CHEHHH days only laa.. haha. It was the day after he came back from Japan ^^
Met up at my place, took the cab, and off we went. Gler lamer the ride. The driver purposely take long routes one la for sure -.- but that gave faris time to talk about his japan trip. lol. Envy him! >:( i wanna go tokyo! :(

ginger bread house!

my fav :)

We had lunch at Dlish ^^

Ordering...

THESE:

Faris' order.My order.

A little bit closerrr....:D sedap oohhhh.... :p

While we were waiting for the food to come,

i played with my sister's purple jacket. WHEEEEE~ XD

Gift from Japan :)

haha i gave him the bunny. We pretty much exchanged soft toys lol.

faris pouted! haha!

How i wish one day the pictures i take are hung somewhere like that.

We went on the taxi, then LRT, then taxi again.
Took us more than 1 hour to get a taxi to my place. All the taxi drivers faris stopped didnt wanna take us there T_T
Then the last one suggested we use the LRT to KLCC. =.= So yeah, 1 hour plus just to get to the nearest LRT station. HAHAH. faris was so stress la omg. kesian :p

Got back home around 6.45. Faris' brothers and Icam's other friends were already there.
All of them stayed past midnight to see the fireworks. Great view over at my place ;D
While waiting, all the guys played war. With guns and light sabers. -.-

i just sat down reading magazines and eating the chocolates faris' mom gave to me :D

my mom ordered pizza. look at that string of cheese man.. o_o

1 Jan 2009

Pavilion.

with MASHH. Ate, sang, ate, sang, ate, sang. HAHAH

Lunch at Pepper Lunch ^^

Hanim and I ordered the same thing. NICEEE XD

Hanisah's. boleh tahan la. i like mine better :p

hahahanim.

haven't seen her for such a long time! :')

the girl who scored straight A's for her PMR. congratulations madi. I knew it from the start ;]

sachie no picture. Later she scold me haha :p

Went to Red Box after that.

Before we went into the room.

After we went into the room.

A real nice shot of her :)

hoho hanisah's never-ending poses ^^

MASHH!

My dad picked me up at Hanim's house later at night. We went straight to Victoria Station for dinner.

Aman with his friend.Hussein. (icam's friend)My parents ordered live lobsters :(This is how they look like after they were cooked T_T

I only ordered soup that night. Wasn't really in the mood to order a proper meal. Plus, it was the new year's day menu. Sucks.

psycho daddy.

and my crazy retarded poses :D

next post:
11/1- Emman's birthday party (faris' cousin)
18/1- Ya Yen's open house.

2009-01-08T21:23:00.012+08:00

omygod laaaahhh O___O gler lamer no update. T__T
Apologies to my avid readers. (CHEHHHH.... like so many ppl read like that pffttt HAHAH)

Anyway, i'm just gonna post pictures. bcoz i wuve pweeetty pictures. hehe XD

AWANA:

(EDIT. forgot to put these pictures in.)

FUNtasy =.=Sushi King :Dyen 'LOVES' peas :p

PIZZA HUT:

Balik time ^^

Took the cable car.then the bus back to awana :)
on our way to the bus stop, we found....

7-ELEVEN with the subtraction of 4 numbers :)

this thing was EVERYWHERE. o_o

BERJAYA HILLS:

exterior designs

Yen's not so excellent butt adventure :p

First Day

Second Day

horse riding

japanese tea garden dunno what shit lah

we WALKED back all the way to our place. jauh sial. but gooood exercise ;D

Third Day.

(just go see elephant only. damn sucky la weyh T___T regret man go so far JUST to see elephants being CHAINED. wtf right?! oh ya, free entrance. i guess that's why it's so bloody lame =.= haih nothing free is good in this country. sigh)

Last Day

________________THE END_______________

took me DAYS to get all the upload done T_T there's more to come! :D stay tune ^^

2008-12-25T18:09:00.005+08:00

25th december.
A joyous day as you may always remember it.
Attending and hosting christmas party's, Singing chirstmas carols, Exchange gifts,..
Even though other religions may not do the same thing, but it can still come as a memorable day for them. My grandma's birthday for instance :)

But for some,...
their last breath is the only thing they can give.
when one's life is taken away,
there's nothing you can do left but to pray for the best for their afterlife.

May Adi rest in peace.

Semoga engkau bersemadi dengan aman di dalam kuburmu.
Innalillahi wa-inna ilaihi roji'un.
_______________________

EDIT:
a picture i dug out from my iPhoto. Last year's trip to Melaka :)

oh boy was he hilarious. I remember how he walked around with only his boxers and singlet because he was lack of clothes. All of us got sun burnt after a whole day of activities under the sun. He took off his singlet and asked me whether he got sun burnt. lol his body had an outline of his singlet. HAHAHA. I was laughing like shit when i saw it. He was depressed that his skin was burnt like that. his expression... priceless. So funny.

sigh.. I'm gonna miss his screams and laughs.

2008-12-24T17:52:00.007+08:00

surprised.
last time i used to go this centre called futurekids for computer lessons.
anyway, a few months back, the teacher there who taught me when i was in primary level, dropped a comment in my chatbox. ^^ she remembers me! hehe XD

I went to her blog just now and as I was scrolling down, I saw my name! someone gave her this blog award thing. It's pretty much a tag. You have to award it to other 7 bloggers whom you think their blog rocks.
I was number TWO on her list! i'm touched :') hahah.

here's the award :]

now it's my turn to pass the award.
1. Sachie! she doesn't update often but i always enjoy reading her posts :)
2. Josh! hahaha. Josh damn funny lah.
3. Alea! another funny one. But she doesnt update it anymore :( she's busy with her studies i guess.
4. Vvens! i like the pictures that she post. Her whole blog actually. Sooo freakin niceee
5. Sakina! her vocabulary.. daymn. o_o
6. Kyean! wah she damn rajin update weyh. haha.
7. Mice! haha this one blogs like she very malas one. but she still updates it as often as she can.

now you guys have to post this picture on ur blog and award it to other 7 bloggers that you like ^^

2008-12-24T09:45:00.027+08:00

It's done! the layout/skin, header/banner, and everything on the side bar ^^
WHEEEHEEHEE XD

I drew that camera MYSELF, thank you very much! hmmf! it's an aiza-original okayyy.. hahahawtf i can't stop boasting about it cause i'm sooo relieved that it's done. 2 whole days(DAYS. meaning it excludes night time. i sleep lah at night -.- what for stay up?!), sitting in front of the computer editing and drawing the header, fixing and changing the skin codes to suit my liking, and finding suitable pictures.

oh and thanks to my brother too for helping me download the GIF software, and installing my tablet. i lost the cd. -__-

anywayyyyy,... i wanna continue my picture posts ^^ my last one was 5th dec.
gonna post pictures on..
9, 10, 12, 14-16, 19-22 dec. XD
yup, this will be a looooooooooong post. You can go away now if u don't give a shit. -__-
it's for MY memories lah! geez. 2008 school holiday :D oh and for those loyal readers like faris ;] who likes to look at pictures. and sachie i think. She likes to see the pictures i post too ^^ and and not forgetting mice the tikus sesat ;P

6 DEC
Journey home from kampung.

We always have to squeeze even though we're using the alphard T___T

9 DEC
Mid Valley+The Gardens.

the day i bought my G400 :D TEEhehe hehe XD wtf.
My camera ran out of battery that day. So i had to use my phone instead T__T
we had lunch at San Francisco Steak House

ordering...

NO. it's not wine -__- it's sparkling juice lah.

The appetizer i ordered. Seafood chowder. The rest took a few sips and liked it very much. So they ordered one more. hahah

my mom's salmon dish.Abang's steak something something dunno what lah

MY PASTA!!! XD i order the same thing almost every single time -__-

yen's steak. He was the only one who didn't like what he ordered. I think it would taste much better if they served it with gravy on top. It's too dry :\ So he finished my left-over pasta :D

icam was sick that week. so he didn't order anything :( pity him. But he's always the picky one anyway. Very fussy when it comes to ordering food.
Aman ordered chicken wings :)
Geena was sitting on the other end. so i couldn't take a picture of her cheese macaroni.

We headed to the gardens after that to buy my phone. While waiting for my brothers to get speakers for their room, the rest of us went to baskin robbins :D

some blue-colored ice cream o_o

this dude bought 2 cups! the 1st one was 2 scoops. The 2nd was 1 scoop. He has this thing with ice creams. His stomach's expanding now btw. HAHAHLOL. sick boy. tsk tsk.

Waiting for our ride home :)

10 Dec
Curve

CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS! XD

HAHAHEHEHOHO my retarded monkey face TEEHEE XD

We had lunch at Bubba Gump Shrimp.
the interior design and decorations are all indeed very very nice.
but the food... :\ not to our liking.

2 levels. We were seated upstairs :)ordering...the picky one doesn't know what to order. Typical him. But actually the menu sucks. There's too little choices. And they're all pretty much the same.my fav picture. It looks like it's taken from a movie shot. hahah :pthe desert menu on a ping pong bat. creative :)the only food i like. haha

a few shots with my new phone. hehehe ^^ :

After that, my mom, sis, and I just walked around exploring the place. pfftt.

i found PANDA!!! ;3

the dudes on the other hand found a spot to rest their lazy butts on.awww :3 they're so happy playing with the balloon ^^ wtf. retards -.-

12 Dec
Prom 2008. Prince Hotel.

blur picture. but he looks cute. like little kid :3 pfffttt HAHAH

fuhhhhhhhhh damn tired laaaahh omg. o_o i didnt know posting so many pictures can b so tiring. my back hurts T_T
i'm gonna continue the 14-16 and 19-22 on the next post. They're pictures i took during my stay at Awana and Berjaya Hills.
so til then, toodles! XD

p/s:

link to 'official' prom pics:
http://s14.photobucket.com/albums/a327/imagesurfer/prom08/ (pswd: prom08)

2008-12-22T19:28:00.002+08:00

HOMHOMHOM.
i'm back! hehe XD

and i changed my whole blog skin ^^ (there's a few more adjustments that needs to be done.)
because i've wanted to change it since blablabla but i haven't got around to it. til just now ;D

because.. :(
i'm bored. T_T faris go japan never bring me T___T go kill him now!!! >.<
wtf KIDDING!! don't bite me, denggi!! XP

I have other important (MUCH important) stuff to do other than this,.. but i'd rather spend hours sitting in front of the computer instead of practicing the piano, finishing my art, doing my tuition homework, and blablablaaaa.

gtg now. tuition. -___-

2008-12-19T15:32:00.011+08:00

OMGODDD

GOOD NEWS PEOPLE!!!

image upload succesful! I LOVE YOU PHOTOBUCKET!!! ngah ngah XD
it just needed a few days i guess. But only half are uploaded. I'm uploading the other half now.

here's the link:
http://s14.photobucket.com/albums/a327/imagesurfer/prom08/
u have to type in a password. just type in 'prom08'

( DENG.here.says.. " ATTENTION..!! prom.PICTURES.are.only.page1-5... Thank.You..!! " ^____^ )
(EDIT: haha thanks denggi! but i reorganised the pictures. I sort it into another album. Dont worry, I changed the link above already ^^)

i gtg now. bkt tggi! hehe. i'll b back on sunday. toodles!

2008-12-17T17:55:00.007+08:00

T___T

Today really sucks. Shitty-er than pig's shit.
not only i had to wake up early today to renew my passport, I'm having so much trouble trying to upload the prom pics. Flickr, photobucket, and facebook are all being an ass!!! >:'( WHY DO YOU HATE ME?!?!?!

this is the kind of trouble you go through when the size of each picture is 12 mega pixel -___-
why can't i live in a more futuristic era? urgh.

well, that's only apart from the time i had to take to photoshop in my label at the bottom.
every picture weyh... T__T
(i made it a must cause i dont want them to be credited to other ppl. You knw how u guys are! TEEHEE sorry..! XD)

oh and that dream.... T.T GAH. sad.

anyway, now the only way to upload them pics is to... dare i say it...

ONE BY FREAKIN ONE!!!
holy mac n cheese. It's gonna take my whole entire goldfish life man.
And it doesnt even work perfectly either. It always gives this 'server not found' shit.
The best way is to burn it into CDs actually. But since it's the hols, how the hell am i suppose to give u guys. Mail it to your house?!! Don't be redongculous :P

so people who are waiting for the pictures, please pleASE PLEASE be patient. My house is too high above the ground. =.= pfftt. Hence the bad internet connection.

UNDERSTAND ME PUHHLEASE :'(

2008-12-14T00:25:00.005+08:00

12 Dec 08
PROM. BRIGHT LIGHTS, BIG CITIES.

NGAH NGAH NGAH!

you want the pictures, IM me on msn. I'm not gonna post it all here. crazy arr?!!
feel free to add ;D : aizaamira_1604@hotmail.com

I'll be away til tuesday. So i'll layan u ppl only after that. hehe sorry...!!!

2008-12-06T08:48:00.012+08:00

4.12.08

CURVE + CINELEISURE
featuring...

TIKUUSS ..

and PAAANDAA..!!

Curve:

KOTAK MERAH :D

hoho so serious laidat. wtfff

Cineleisure:
Sticker Pictures XD

5.12.08
PAVILION.

THREE. DEE. ;D

Dinner at TGIF.

That's all i have for now :)

Upcoming pictures:
6/12- Journey to kampung (fam)
9/12- Mid Valley+The Gardens (fam)
10/12- Curve (fam)
12/12- Prom :D